me more for massive weight gain, I can feel it. I dream of a female feeder fattening me up, without restraint and mincing words. Her being impatient and feeling that I'm too thin and need to gain at least 100 pounds to just be acceptable fat. How we spend hours talking while she feeds and fattens me with purpose, where I have to eat, she cooks for me and stuffs me with delicious dishes, never believing that I'm full, saying "yes, we will stop in a bit, but you still need to eat this!" and just keep feeding. I would love to unfold and become what I really am, truely, deep inside. This is a crazy dream, I know, it is not real. Might never be, I might forever be alone with this. But I still dream and wish and hope, to get help with my expansion and fattening up, to not be alone with that fat gut and getting so turned on by it and the thought of gaining and being frustrated to experience this alone.

I get larger and fatten up for so many reasons. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and can just glimpse part of a dream where I can feel what is fattening me up, feeling like I have a feeding compressor going down into my stomach and feeling how the pressure is slowly growing and my gut gives in to it more and more, I fatten up , my belly gets larger and larger and how it feels so right and wonderful.



How I want and need this.
I know I am fattening up for myself, for my wish to gain as much as I can, get as fat as I can, for the pig that is fueled though all the fat that I have gained is growing stronger and stronger and does not really care about anything than putting on more fat, for the feeder, male and female, that cook for me and make me gain, want me to balloon and love to see me get more and more helpless with fat, and other feedees, to show them what is happening with me and that it is OK to fatten, to grow fatter and fatter, unable to stop. And showing the answer to the question: If I will fatten up anyway, if immobility might start to be a real next step, why not speed it up a little?

I notice some feedees gaining and then hear that my example unleashed them, which is so good to hear.

The big dream, someday! Waiting is hard.