If you are reading this, please contact me! I have now heard so much about how amazing Africa is, about the beautiful tradition of fattening up a woman before marriage, about that you know how beautiful fat and big is, and that a woman is supposed to be fat. It sounds so amazing. See here in the west, people have this weird crazy thoughts in their head that thin is supposed to be sexy and they are sooooo wrong. Everytime you switch on the TV, you are assaulted by it, it is terrible.

I want to have contact with you people from Africa that know that the old ways are the best ones, that a woman should be fattened up and gain and become wonderfully large and sexy.
I dream about opening a fattening house in Africa, for women that want to gain, that they can gain together and that they are helped, that they can gain healthily and exchange methods and knowhow how to speed up gaining.

One of the first ever BBW (big beautiful woman) that I ever met was very fat and taught me and showed me how sexy and wonderful black women became when they got really large and fat and that being fat and glorious must have been invented in Africa. I want to help you fatten up and expand, make you so much more beautiful, and womanly!

Saturday, 16 May 2015 08:48

Rubens_Feeder eats...

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This is an eating video about me.
Sunday, 21 December 2014 18:30

Helping a friend

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Wow, was this story fun to write, I got so aroused writing it, you can’t believe it, I hope it will excite you as much as it did me. All that creative sexual energy is in these lines.

If you are a female feeder or a male feedee, come dream with me in this epic story about two wishes coming true, for two different people.

There are people that hate to be fat, they don’t want to be fat, they are meant to be thin, it is a curse for them to constantly gain. And then there are people that share one thing with pigs: They were bread, even born to be made fat. They carry it in their DNA and it gives them incredible satisfaction and sexual pleasure to be fattened up. And often, they are scared to give themselves to fat fully, to let the fat dominate their life’s, on often they need a push  in the right direction. And Helping a friend is all about putting fat where it belongs, to take it from a man that is suffering from being fat and still gaining and put it to a guy that is naturally supposed to be very fat.

Please join out meetup group for real life meetings in the San Francisco Bay area:


We are very likely going to have regular meetings and you don't want to miss these.
A month ago, I came across some really cool thing, lovingtendercares, a female feeder contacted me and told me about her exciting project, doing a Magazine for female feeders and male feedees.
Dear feedees and feeders,

Unfortunately, I'm a little uninspired these days, I miss the real human contact to other feeders and feedees very much.There is currenty nothing going on in the area where I live. And I have become aware of how much energy I get through the interactions with you. But really real human contact, like when you talk on the phone or do a video chat, not just the same old e-mails and text chats that can be so annoynmous.
I feel that when I write a story now, it will come out all uninspired, bland and boring. That I'll totally miss the creative spark that makes them normally fly high. I'm just feeling low energy and downtrodden. Do you also feel that way?

Are there any people that would be up for connecting on a more personal level, maybe on the phone, skype or whatsapp?

I'm longing to fatten up a woman again, I have not had this in quite some time now and I miss it very much.
Thursday, 21 August 2014 12:08

Podcast: BHM and growing

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A podcast about BHMs and how they are not yet on par with BBW in acceptance and visibilty on the web.

The podcast is available in mp3.

BHM and growing

Wednesday, 20 August 2014 02:37

Podcast: How to have amazing Feeding Sex

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If you are into feederism / feedism / feeding, you are probably sexually wired to it, and you get the biggest sexual kick when having sex with a feeder or feedee. And yes, I can attest that the sex will blow your mind, for me it is better than anything else I have ever felt sexually. Here's a litlte podcast from me talking about my experiences.

As always, please find the mp3 in the link below.

How to have amazing sex with a feedee




 A little introduction by me, Rubens_Feeder, explaining some basics.

Friday, 01 August 2014 01:47

I got a tumblr blog now

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I setup a tumblr blog, I'm sure you will enjoy the pictures and videos that I post there.






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