Like many nights, I lay awake and hungry, dreaming about how I would gain and balloon up, how I soon would not be anything that anybody could be call thin anymore, but very fat and getting a sagging belly. The belly that I have gotten has primed
Another installment of my podcast about me being a feedee and gaining.
This one might not be for everybody, so make sure you listen the spoken disclaimer at the beginning.
The podcast is available in mp3.
My feedee diary as a male feedee: May 10, 2018
My Diary as a Male Feedee: January 23, 2018
Written by Rubens_FeederAnother installment of my podcast about me being a feedee and gaining.
My fattening is speeding up, I have more fat cells now that need filling, I can feel it.
The podcast is available in mp3.
My feedee diary as a male feedee: January 23, 2018
I did not know, but all people that followed the old Tumblr link did not see my blog, but only a request to login. It was always my idea to keep it public and do not require logging in, so here is the link that just works:
(and you can see everything without having to register or login)
http://rubensfeeder.tumblr.com/
The English forum is online again, don't know why it was missing from the navigation menu. You will need to be registered to access it. Enjoy!
This is a direct link to it:
Another installment of my podcast about me being a feedee and gaining.
Fatter and fatter, I start to enter obesity and can't stop eating and fattening. The fat wants to make more fat grow.
The podcast is available in mp3.
My feedee diary as a male feedee: July 20, 2017
I'm sorry for the interruption and the site being offline, but I'm currently fighting with a very deep depression. I'm currently homeless, have no income and am trying to find a job desperately, so far without success, which is also hard because I can't constantly smile like it is expected, which seems to be a requirement for finding a job. I lost the house that I was renting last year and additionally to it also my job. I'm currently in a crisis of being, where I'm asking myself, which function I do have in the feedism scene, if any, if I do have a mission, like I feel I do, or if I'm just deluding myself.
This is part also because I'm fighting with the superficiality of the online feedism scene, the coming and going of people, that pretty much everybody has no interest in deeper connections, which deeply frustrates me, because I'm looking for them, but currently have none. It is a little grotesque, even people that complain themselves, that others are superficial to them and cut off contact after a while, do the exactly same thing with me.
Last Christmas I suddenly got very sick and was in bed for 3 weeks, I checked my mailbox on any social network and found them empty, not a message, nothing, also on Feabie and I realized that I could have just died any well, nobody would have even noticed or...cared??? And that just made me angry and frustrated. I'm longing for these deeper connections that go forther than just feeding and to people that take feeding serious and stand by their preference for gaining and fat and don't constantly keep running away from it. I feel so very isolated in the world, being so advanced with my preference and love for fat and fattening and find nobody that I can share it with.
An inspirational piece for all of you that want to gain and fatten, a little help from me getting you there!
The podcast is available in mp3.
Podcast: Give in to the fat!
Another installment of my podcast about me being a feedee and gaining.
The podcast is available in mp3.
My feedee diary as a male feedee: March 17, 2017
My Diary as a Male Feedee: November 7, 2016: Controversial feeding method
Written by Rubens_FeederAnother installment of my podcast about me being a feedee and gaining. This time a little more controversial, but very effective to get fat and keep gaining.
The podcast is available in mp3.
My feedee diary as a male feedee: November 7, 2016
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This is a male feeder and male feedee story. About a place where men get taken and then fattened up against their will and their struggle to escape and keep their bellies together and being able to get back to their life, before the force feeding takes its toll and they won't be able to ever get up again. They fought the evil that threatened them, but did not consider that the worst could be closer to home, something they did not prepare for.
My Diary as a Male Feedee: September 15, 2016 Obesity is coming
Written by Rubens_FeederAnother installment of my podcast about me being a feedee and gaining.
The podcast is available in mp3.
My feedee diary as a male feedee: September 15, 2016 Obesity is coming
I'm currently restructuring the registration process, so please bear with me. Also, due to massive spam, I have to first approve new users, so it might take a few days for me to get to that. Please report any problems with the website to me, thanks!
My Diary as a Male Feedee: November 15, 2015 Force Feeding with the Tube
Written by Rubens_FeederAnother installment of my podcast about me being a feedee and gaining.
The subject this time is force feeding with the tube and tantra.
The podcast is available in mp3.
My feedee diary as a male feedee: November 15, 2015
